我突然觉得有点怕
爱跟生活的一切
你以为我知道
怎么拆开
我们的想法落差
我的爱是说停不能停
已经弄的不能说是曾经
也可说出我是错的爱未曾变成真的
也没藏到多少你需要的爱
我不再去执拙我是谁
我是我在夜里掉的眼泪
也可说我看不开的
为你我能做的
竟还没让你相信
是爱情左右你我
而哭泣都是因为爱
也逼自己不掉泪让往日不只是有你这网里我也撑着拼了命的守着

The closer you get, words can't be said so straightfowardly.
And words that you orignally wanted to say, become harder.

And i told myself to live life to the fullest, do it while you can, do it once you have the thought of it. But why didn't I grab her hand when rushing for the last train. It just hurt me so much evertime I think of it.

WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME!!!!!!